To my best friend I friend zoned.

You were my best friend. You were like a secret diary where all my secrets were kept locked and you never judged me for that. You have always handled me at my worst. You have always lifted me up when the whole world turned me down. You have always handled my tantrums patiently. I still remember when I started noticing your changed behavior as if you want to say something but you are pulling yourself back.. I confronted you a lot of times, but you were too rebellious to tell.. I somewhere knew you have fallen for me, but I made myself believe its just a mere illusion. I started ignoring that gaze full of love. I started ignoring your side of truth.. I know how hard you were trying to keep your feelings to yourself and how much hurt you were to pretend normal.. But you never tried to impose your love on me. In fact, you always found happiness in my smile. But I just couldn’t continue to hurt you when I knew the feelings were growing with each day passing. So I cut you off.. We can’t be lovers because I cannot love you romantically and we couldn’t be back to being best friends anymore.Trust me,You deserve better.. Some people can continue to blame me that I just let you be a friend, even when you pour your heart out to me. But little these people know that I lost a best friend when you fell in love with me.. #friendzoned #bestfriend #lostfriendship #hurtfeelings💔 #writerscommunity #writersofindia #writersofig #writersofinstagrampoetry #writersofinstagram #writersnetwork #writersblog #wordgasm #wordporn #vividly_expressive

Don’t look for a perfect guy.. (Follow vividly_expressive on Instagram)

There is no such thing as a perfect guy. I put the entire blame on the romance novels and how movies depict the guy being flawless. But here’s the truth – There is no such thing as a perfect guy.. A guy can be perfect when he truly falls for a girl.A guy who is in love will be a perfect guy for the girl.
No matter what, he can never just move away from her. Even if they are not in talking terms, whenever he will see a couple or watch romantic movies, he would always imagine her.
No matter how much he is surrounded by girls, but he can never give her place to anyone else. He won’t ever look someone the same way he looks at her , he will always keep their memories locked in his heart.
He would always treat her like his wife as he sees his future with her, even if he never admitted that.
He would get physically attracted to her, but with the pure intentions of loving her. He would never cross his line.
He would never laugh on her dreams, no matter how insane they are.
He would remember smallest details about her from her favourite cuisine to her first crush.
He would even love how she is dressed down in her pyjamas.. He wouldn’t care about her pimples or her wrinkled face, because he likes her for who she is.

So don’t look for a perfect guy. Instead fall for someone who will love your imperfections. ❤

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A letter to my life partner

Dear you!

Relationship with me will not be a walk on a cake. I am not an easy woman to love . I am sensitive and emotional . I hold things back . I am fragile and cry over small things .I overreact and most of the times regret my decisions. I am not conscious about my actions and I am immature . I have temper out of this world and can’t handle lies .
I am not perfect but I want to be for you . I am full of flaws but I want to show them to you . I am not a material girl who needs fancy things , but I am someone who will help you to build an Empire. I am that girl who can give up her dreams just to fulfill yours . That girl who knows your flaws , but will never use them against you .I have a lot of love to give. My love knows no boundaries . I want nothing in return but tell me I am perfect. Tell me , I deserve to be loved . Hold my hand when I am afraid of something. Catch me when I fall , Pamper me when I feel low and assure me that I am important in your life. Treat me with respect. Become a reason behind my happiness. And trust me , I will love you more than life itself.

yours,
Future love

#lettertohim #waiting #musings
#lovethings

Kuch Kahaniyaan..

Some stories…

Princess ❤

An old school modern human being..

Adhuri kahani

Tere jane ke baad,
Kuch tham si gyi thi zindagi.
Ankhien kch nam si thi,
Kisi chorahe par ruk gyi thi zindagi.
Mai guftgu krti bhi kisse koi smjh nhi pata tha,
Phr to bs wo raat ka andera tha jo mere sath tha.
Na so pati thi, na jaag pati thi,
Khud hi khud se ek naye aggaz ke waade kia krti thi.
Lekn kyun usi mod pr le aati thi zindagi,
Mujhe bahut kch sikha gyi thi ye zindagi.
Kch baatein thi teri jo yaad aa jati thi,
Ankhon ko meri nam kr jati thi.
Puchte the log jhuti muskurahat ki wajah,
Smjhati bhi kaise yeh thi dil lagane ki sajah.
Tere kie waado ko mai raaz rkhti thi,
Teri taswir ko apne pass rkhti thi.
Har raat meri tanhai mujhse pucha krti thi,
Kha gyi wo ishq mai doobi deewani si ldki,
Aur mai hass kar keh deti,
Mat pucho wo hai adhuri si khani meri.. @vividly_expressive

One Sided Love

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I am always nostalgic,
It was a kind of magic.
Flooding in a backward motion,
As if everything is frozen.
There is a girl in my life,
Who is not mine.
We met some years back,
But still my heartache.
My pain flow as my eyes bleed,
Pain is what to me you feed.
How still I am standing on the same spot,
when I know I am totally forgot.
She came in my life as angel,
But now she acts like a stranger.
Slowly slowly we started talking,
Through the fleeting hours of morning.
She heard my problems,
She would wipe away my tears,
I love you with all my heart,
And that’s my biggest fear.
I kept my feelings locked up,
That made my life really tough.
I knew there was no chance,
Because you never took a glance.
You found someone who took your heart,
And you left me depart.
This endurable agony never ends,
Because you only find me a friend.
For me you are too good,
I want to tell you only if I could.
So I reculsed from the world.
Brooding over this harsh reality,
Till the moon goes down in the dawning,
Wraping up every piece of mine that is falling.
I took the hardest decision to spill the beans,
I love you with all my heart,
I speak as i mean.
I realised it was one sided love,
That is for me a suffocating dove.
She asked to remain as best friends,
But these feelings were killing me to the very end.
Happily ever after happen only in fairytales,
It is mythical when your love life fails.

OUT OF BOX

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We live in a society where we have to act in a certain way. From our childhood we are told how a woman or a man is supposed to be. A woman should have a feminine body language and should choose her words carefully, otherwise she would be declared with no sparks of decency while a man should be potent, practical and submissive. I feel a tinge in my heart when someone says it’s not your cup of tea based on your gender. Few days back, I heard a mother complaining about her daughter that she likes to play boys’ game. Now can anyone tell me what are boys games? And what soft games are meant games for girls? You are a girl, you cannot step out after 8.00 PM.. Ok, and what about your son? How can you be so sure that your son is safe after 8.00 PM. ? Our society wants us to be in a certain box where all the roles are already decided by the society. She is not a good mother, if she does things beyond her kids. How can she think about herself. Right? I didn’t know on what basis our society differentiates a man or a woman until I grew up. As when I was a child, I didn’t know how a girI should supposed to be.. I used to have boy cut till class 5 until I myself wanted to grow my hair.. I used to play Kabaddi, cricket and so on. I used to ride bikes when I was 16 years old. Maybe that’s because I was never taught how a girl should be.. May be because we siblings were never differentiated.. But as I grew up I realised how our society expects a woman to perform feminity and a man to perform masculinity.This literally gives me a feeling of disgust. I believe that the only way we can put these stereotypes to an end is to let our next generation to think who they want to be when they grow up rather than what they want to be when they grow up. Not to fit them in a box but to let them do something that not only feed their somtach but their soul. Let them be “out of the box”.

Earn True Friendship

Do you know what is the greatest power in the world? some people think it is to have a mind, while some will think it is to have money or wisdom. But the greatest power in this world is friendship. If true friendship is attained, then it is the greatest wealth. A true friend pulls you out of your difficulties. A true friend always helps you to choose a right path when you are deviated. A true friend will never let you fall by always being on your side and becomes your shining star when your day becomes dark. So, if you want to earn something in this world, earn a true friendship.Remember, if making friends is your weakness then you are the most powerful creature in this world.